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i love jr year [26 May 2006|10:15pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | hands down- dashboard confessional ] I'm O negative. Thats quite exciting. School is almost over. Junior year has been one crazy, up and down ride that I would ride again in a heartbeat. I can't wait for summer. I do believe it will be the best one yet. I'm going to NYC tomorrow. Despite everything, B.P. will always be alive. Let's hang out more. 3 | this lullaby

[24 Apr 2006|04:01pm] Last night was such a preview for summer that I can't even take it or handle it or comprehend that summer is 30 (give or take a few with the half days and whatnot) short days away. HAPPY BIRTHDAY FUR AND STEPH!!! I can't believe it is their birthdays; its almost summer. Okay but last night and how it was like summer. Steph and I went over to Fur's around 8ish and we hung out, had daiquiris (reason 1 why it was like summer) then some other stuff happened that I can't talk about because its embarressing (another reason why it was like summer) and then we went to DQ and then to Steph's, where all the fun began. we saw Phifer! (the biggest reason why it was like summer), we sang our song, Build Me Up Buttercup and out he came. Then we went to get him coffee!!! We got Phifer coffee with cream and sugar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Phifer's coffee was in my hand!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was amazing and then he sang (no guitar though) and Fur and I returned back to Fur's house, I slept over, (other way its like summer) then we woke up late, went to breakfast and went to school. It was awesome. I can't wait until this summer and everything that this summer will entail; concerts, having my adult license!!!, turning 18, going to Harveys Lake and Split Rock and all the sleepovers. and oh man. I can't wait. Lately, jakas has had some problems; I think most of them my fault. I hope the girls realize how I feel..I'm sure they do. I guess I'd be a little upset with me too. But whatever, the sleepover will do us wonders after the prom. Which I can't believe is next week. And Ican't blieve how fast his year is flying by; last year at this time, we were littley 16 year old sophomores and we just had the sophomore party and non of us had cars. we have grown up so much. ahah I have so much stuff going on in the next two weeks Today: came in late Tomorrow: blood drive (which I'm a little nervous about) Thursday: Misericordia with Fur and my grandpa Friday: going out for Steph's bday Monday: college far Tuesday: zoo trip!!!!!!!!!!!!! Friday: jr prom then we have 2 weeks of nothing rewlaly going on and then here is what will be going on Talent Show, Memorial Day Weekend and then booooom its june!!! I really can't wait for anything. Being in school when it is sooo beautiful out is killing me. this lullaby

oh man, gym class [12 Apr 2006|03:48pm] To My Teammates on and off the volleyball court: When Coach Kelly first told us we would be playing volleyball, I was a little worried about it. I have had experiences in the past with that sport and it wasn't a happy time; my teammates and I never had that special something that would make us click. Fortunately, I was blessed to share my team with three amazing girls, Jenna "the whammer" Molusky, Sarah "the laugher" Berry, and Elena "the spiker" Worlinsky. Together the four of us dominated. We went through so many hard times; remmber the old days when Jenna got whammed in the head by the enemy? Remember the troubles we had when other teams said we weren't good enough to be playing on the court? Looking back, I realize how we got through those troubles; we had each other. When I forgot to call the ball as my own, Elena was right there, watching my back. When Sarah would laugh to much and not concentrate on the game, Jenna would be there to whip her back into shape. Together, we dominated, not only Period 5 gym class, we dominated the world. I would just like you three ladies have really made me into the woman I wanted to be, the woman I yeared to be, and for that, I thank you. _________________________________________________ haha anyway, i havent updated in a while. but you know, nothing new has been going on. Im going to jr prom with my boyfriend, Jesse. He is a good kid and we have been friends for ages; practically sisters. If only he was a girl. haha this upadate is so cyptic, its insane. well im not feeling like a big update right now, so cya later 3 | this lullaby

[21 Mar 2006|07:36pm] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | all of the above- big city rock ] I am so mad. Tonight was just the icing on the cake. Someone egged my beautiful, new car. Someone that if I ever find out who did it, is going to die. I am so sick of being shy and quiet and I am even more sick of letting people walk all over me. Why would you egg my car?!!? It was in the back of my driveway. You could have egged my moms car, a 2006 equinox that is beautiful and expensive but you choose a 1998 mercury sable? come the fuck on. The egg is off because I took it to a car wash but paint peeled off the back bumper and the paint that peeled off is the size of my fist. Ugh. I am so pissed, pissed beyond belief. I hate how everyone is like, "Oh I hate the valley. Its horrible. There is nothing to do besides drink and do drugs and thats why I drink all the time." Get over yourself. If you had real best friends, you could just do nothing and have the best time of your life. Go bowling, go to the mall, drive around and go to different places, go out to eat, go to the movies, go to your friends houses. YOu can say I haven't experienced the "outside" world but believe me, I have. I have been away to tons of places, with my parents and without them. I know whats out there and I know whats here. I'm not saying there is tons of stuff to do here, but get over yourself. I hate how people are jerks. Grow up, seriously. I hate how people aren't themselves for most of the time. Today I got made fun in bio class for writing notes to Kim, well we all got made fun of, but who the hell cares. And oh my god...it was the "popular" people who laughed at us. What will I ever do? Freshmen thought I was retarded in Fur's car because I change the music every two seconds. Does anyone actually listen to a whole song? I really wish I could be tough and outspoken. People walk so slow in the hallways at school and they stop and talk in the middle! If I could, I would scream, "Get the fuck out of the way." whatever. I can't even say that word. I feel guitly typing it. I'm just mad because the silver bullet got egged. It sucks, alot. I don't desever this. And yeah, it could be worse, but until I experience worse, this is as bad as its giong to get. 2 | this lullaby

[26 Feb 2006|06:19pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | big city rock, yo ] We are going to see the click again this thursday!!! I am so pumped. We are going to see them again!! How INSANE. we are insane. i am soooooooooooooooooo excited! the click, big city rock, and retail reunite friday night was so much fun. we went cruising in fur's car. we went to drive-throughs, empty parking lots, followed people (very stealth-y i might add). it was wild and so much fun and so random. oh man my chicas and i rock. do you wanna rock?! YEAH! do you wanna roll? YEAH! do you wanna get down on the floor? ALL OF THE ABOVE! glow stick nation, yo 2 | this lullaby

[19 Feb 2006|11:20pm] [ mood | gloomy ] you know in Big Daddy, the little kid puts on his special sunglasses and he became invisible to the world but he could still see everyone? ....its fun at first but after the second or third time you put on those sunglasses, it sucks. believe me. thats what you get for falling in love, you get a little and its never enough. no emails. no hellos at bowling. no nothing. no hi's. no "nice new bangs". no "oh wow, is that a new shirt?" and no "wow. i really like your new camo converses." but its my fault. i should throw the sunglasses away. i wish i could explain how i feel. happy mid winter break this lullaby

[17 Feb 2006|08:06pm] well I haven't updated for over a month. I used to always update. My how time changes. Lets see what has happened. Hmm, way to much to remember and way to much that I want to type but here are some of the high points. I went to see the greatest band on this plant in Atlantic City with my padre...BON JOVI! oh yeah. It was actually amazing. I could go on and on but let me explain how great it was in one sentence. My whole life, my favorite b.j was you give love a name but after the concert (they were so good) my favorite songs are now bad medicine and raise your hands. that just says everything about it. it was amazing and great. I went to CT for a long weeked with three of my best friends (we misseed you steph) to see TWO click five concierto de rockos. they were amazing. so many things happened. retail got hated on and loved on. we have had a few retail practices. its actually surprisingly well. making music rocks. one day people will google my name and this old thing will come up and they will be like "wow, that girl from that amazing band is a loser" i know i know. I GOT A CAR! A MERCURY SABLE. the silver bullet. it rooooocks. but one thing i havent gotten is any more e-mails. i knew it was to good to be true. woohoo. life is still wonderful. I love doing my research paper because mr. jones makes it soooo easy. i cant wait until summer. 8 | this lullaby

[16 Jan 2006|04:19pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | my cares floating away ] Midterms are amoung us! I just want to get them over with. I am at a calm medium right now, which is weird. Usually I freak out about midterms. Click Five has taken over my mind. -Last Weekend at a Glance_ Friday- Me, Jess, Steph and Kelly went to see Tristan and Isolde, which was a very good movie if you concentrate on it. The king was a peghand, and they kept taking shots of the fake hand in question and thats all I could concentrate on. Fake hands ruin everything. Saturday- Had very good intentions to go to a wholesome partay with Sara. We got there, and lets just say, it wasn't what we expected, so we ran home as fast as our legs could carry us. We went to Price Chopper with my mom and we got icecream, then she came back here and stayed a while and we watched a movie and some Gilmore Girls. Sunday- Happy Birthday Jess!!!! Monday (today)- Me and Kelly drove around K-town like it there was no tomorrow. We ordered T-shirts, went to the Bakehouse and tried to study and then ended up going to see Hostel. Quentin is a messed up man and Kelly is a bad influence on me. 4 days until CT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aldkjfadfjIalMfakfjCANTalkjdfaljfWAITalkdjfBECAUSElakjdlakjfIlkjadfkLOVEalkdfjdjTHECLICKFIVEealkjdfjaEVENklajdfIFkajljdfTHEYaeadlkfjAREladjlakjfFORlajfjasldfkjLITTLEalkdjfalkjsdfGIRLS. 1 | this lullaby

akljdfl [10 Jan 2006|03:33pm] Ni Hao everyone! I got an email!!!! Today was a very great day that started last night. Some kid I sit next to in study hall said he liked me shoes. I smiled at the Joe lookalike in the hall! In 10 days we are going to Connecticut!! I can't wait until midterms are over but I like the time of midterms. I can't believe junior year is half way over. Mind boogling to the max. On Thursday I start volunteering at Head Start. Woohoo. AND I GOT AN EMAIL! la la la la la life is wonderful. I think I'm going to buy Wedding Crashers tonight. 2 | this lullaby

girl with a beat. girl with a groove. [03 Jan 2006|06:21pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | call n' return- hellogoodbye ] Well, I have come to the conclusion: I don't hate China. If anyone should go over there and do what they want, he should. I know hardly anyone knows what I am talking about, but just take my word when I say, China is a good place. It is. We will still stay in touch. China rocks and my hatred for it has gone away. On a different note, Christmas was only good, but thats okay. New Year's Ever was amazing (sorry I freaked out). It was the best NYE that I have ever had...seriously. Russia rocks too for creating such great people with amazing accents. So does Green Tea. Haha Hey..here is my January schedule, at least the exciting stuff, in case anyone cares: January 15- Jess's birthday and the cycle starts all over again. January 17-19- Midterms! I like midterms alot better then finals. January 21-23- CT with TC5 and my gals! Boys in a band+hotel rooms+best friends+missing school+2 concerts=an amazing time. January 28- SAT's. I have come to the decision that I am not going to freak out about these. February 4- BON JOVI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Today at lunch, our table got conquered by a few people who must have been blind not to see our books. To bad I don't have that lunch tomorrow, but if it happens again on Thursday, those guys better be ready to fight. We have been in school for almost 1/2 a year and you still don't know what tables are already taken? Give me a break. I really am so excited because I went out on a limb on bought camo pants. Wild, I know. I don't know why you say goodbye I say hello. Hello Hello. 6 | this lullaby

[13 Dec 2005|04:17pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | last christmas ] I can't believe Christmas is next week. When I was younger, the days until Christmas seemed to go by so slowly, but now...its flying by. Soon it will be 2006. I am getting sick and frustrated of some things. I don't want to keep trying so hard when in the end, nothing is working anyways. I bought G.T.A: Vice City for 7 dollars a few days ago! I love that game. 2 | this lullaby

[06 Dec 2005|05:09pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | cigarette - graham colton band ] I am watching Joe Dirt, don't ask me why, and it has to be one of the weirdest movies ever. Not as weird as Heathers, nothing could be as weird as that, but weirder (more weird?) than Skipped Parts, which despite Alfalfa from Little Rascals being in it, the movie is still a classic let down. Anyways... We are trying to get to Philly on the 19th. kelly: and we can talk about our trip to philli......cough cough girl steals a car and we get totally grounded but have a killer time with the boys cough cough I am in like with someone who is younger than me!! That is a huge no-no. Eww younger than me? What am I thinking. I really want to go to Barnes and Nobles and get a book that I started reading at work but didn't have enough money to buy; The Dharma Bums by Jack Kerouac. He is a legend. And I have to buy the Godfather 1,2, and 3. Today at lunch, we were talking about goldfish snack crackers and what the goldfish would eat and garbage bags as pets, totally weird and random. Fur is so funny. She says the funniest things and the funniest thing is, she doesn't even know they are funny until me and Kelly start laughing. J.C. was the funniest. Mike told me I really have to start thinking about college. I don't want to but I am. Arcadia, Temple, Misercordia. My dream would be University of Miami, but I don't think that will happen. Actually I would love to go to either a school in Philly or New York City, probably Philly because I don't want the excitement of NYC to die down because I would be there everyday. And then get mega rich in a job I love with a family and a house a cabin with lots of windows next to a lake in the mountains, a house with lots of windows on the beach in Marco Island, a loft in New York City and a villa in Italy or Greece or both. 2 | this lullaby

I'm begging you to be my escape [28 Nov 2005|08:54pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | madonna ] I can't wait until something is big. I can't say what it is because I don't want to ruin the fun of it but I am getting so optimistic and hopeful. I really want things to work out because it would be the bestest and most funniest way to stay super close with SAJACK. It would be amazing if everyone could work out, sure it would take practice but I think, I can honestly say, I might just be committed to this. Coming from a girl who can't commit to anything for longer than..1 month, that is HUGE. Thanksgiving was nice and fun; even though I had strep throat all last week. I love my family. On Saturday, I went to my aunts house and we all played Yathzee, and not to brag, I won all three games! Woohoo with a highest score of...278. I wish everyone in the world would be able to have Thanksgiving fun like I had. I am in the mood for summer. I wasn't in school all last week because I was sick and than with the holiday, man oh man I am in no mood to go back tomorrow. I got so much Christmas shopping done this weekend, its great. And I got alot of stuff for myself too. This is the first year I am actually paying for my family and friends presents. I saw Rent, Harry Potter, and Yours, Mine, and Ours. 4 | this lullaby

[20 Nov 2005|08:20pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | over the continents- retail ] -The drama (although it wasn't my favorite, I hope I don't get in trouble for saying that) was very good. -Me, Jess, and Fur went to TGI Friday's and it was really nice. I miss just hanging out with the girls; although we were missing 2. -Saw II was a creepy movie, but it wasn't even scary. I didn't like it. -I can't wait to see Walk the Line, Yours, Mine and Ours, Harry Potter, and Rent! -I am really excited for Thanksgiving. -I am really sad and its not going away as easily as I thought it would. -I love watching shows about celebrities when they were children. -I started my Christmas shopping!!! -I did really good on my report card. next semester I am going all the way for a 4.0 though. -I am ready for this Thanksgiving break. -I am in love with boys who aren't real and are from the books that I have read like 10 times each. "You came, I can't forget you. You left, I wish I hadn't met you, then I wouldn't have to say goodbye. I cry, you wipe the tear away. You sigh, I say it'll be okay. I wish I knew how to lie." 1 | this lullaby

[14 Nov 2005|10:43pm] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | revolution (veronicas) ] Who agrees with me that the season finale of "Laguna Beach" was to emotional to handle? It's so weird that in a year, that will be me and my friends. I realized that I won't be there to celebrate their 19's birthdays. ;-( Unless sharing an apartment in Philly works out. Haha. We would all have job's to do though. Jess: Cook Steph: Clean house/mow any grass we have Kelly: Laudry Fur: Homework (so we can all maintain an active social life) Me: Clean the bathroom. I can dream and hope. "...memories drift in and out, on and off like they were never real. i have to remind myself i was there, it happened to me. once upon a summertime..." My already beautiful Jess is going to be much more beautiful come tomorrow! Feel better Fur!!! Goodbye breakfast on Saturday. hehe. Mike's (from work) car is pimped out to the max. My seat started vibrating and everything. 3 | this lullaby

they wore green! [10 Nov 2005|03:33pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | pop princess ] pointing at me, "You are a good drummer." They remembered us. 2 | this lullaby

snow mountain is melting. [07 Nov 2005|09:26pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | laguna beach ] I was really upset. I was mad. Then I was upset again. Now I am optimistic. and I think things will go super well if we just try hard. I found the hope!!! I will not get married and not have one of these girls there with me. But now I'm upset again because Matt is leaving ;-( :-(. And its not like "oh, I'll see you around or in a few weeks" its a "well I'm leaving for a year, maybe longer. It was nice meeting you" thing. My last time seeing him is this Friday. If I were brave I'd say, "Matt I'm really going to miss you." but I'm not and all I'm going to say is, "have a great time" or something. 2 | this lullaby

i forgot how happy we were... [05 Nov 2005|01:40am] All my emotion from the past three weeks was spilled out tonight. Let's just say there are no more tissue boxes in my house. I hate myself for making you doubt how much I care about you and how much I need you. I need you so much; it embarresses me how much I depend on other people. I miss the good old times. Tonight was fun from the times off 8-1130. I did karoke. No joke. 2 | this lullaby

[30 Oct 2005|10:30pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | stereophonics ] Well the Semi was a success. I swore it would suck but it didn't...not even one bit. Even the sucky chicken had some importance during the night. I only felt a little out of place at our table, but that didn't last to long. ONce the music started, things got wild. At one point, Me, Fur, and Steph were dancing the three of us in a line, I guess grinding almost, and the look on AJ's face was so funny. Kelly bounced back and forth between sides and that made it all the better. This semi was the best dance and I think thats just because of the music and for the first time, I didn't care who was by me or who was dancing around me. It just me and my best friends having a great time. Afterwards we went back to Steph's house and played some games, talked, and watched/started to watch a movie. To bad the boys couldn't stay later but it was all fun while it lasted. Then we had some drinks, talked for a long time, layed in bed and had a conversation with a boy while someone balacned the phone on her nose but the boy really wasn't there, got yelled at by the "sleepers" and then they joined us, realized that lately Kelly has been the first one sleeping, and realized once again for like the 10000000 billion zillion time that we love being friends. Tomorrow is Halloween and that should be fun. We have the makings of plans but they just havent been perfected yet. 2 | this lullaby

[25 Oct 2005|04:07pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | the TV ] The things that I was worried about don't seem as much of a deal now. I talked it out and got a notebook and its all good. And Semi is even better. I think it will be alot of fun, although I have low expectations, if that makes sense. I wish things were going to be different, but what can ya do. As much as I can deny it, I love dances. I love my dress. I love my date. ;-) And I think the afterparty at Steph's house will be a blast. So hopefully, everything will be close to perfect. The only thing I am worrying about is my hair because I have to go to a new place. I just don't like going to new places, but luckily Fur will already be there. I am happy that I don't have to be nervous about the whole date thing though. Haha. Going with an old friend is the way to go. Bio class today was really fun. Kim and Steph came back with me, Sara and Keith and we, well Keith and Steph drew the skeleton and laughed alot. I hope Steph and Kim can move back by us. I really hope that we never get our seats changed. Today was my first time teaching Spanish at Chester street. It was fun but I was so nervous. I hope the kids didn't think I was stupid. They made me a list of words that I have to look up for them and bring them back. They were so cute. This one boy Aidan only remembered muy mal even when we went over everything at least 20 times with him. Then another boy, oh man I forget his name, but he was so cute. I guess I liked it alot. Yesterday and today I had to go to Mr. Novrockis office for cut slips but I didn't cut any classes at all. I was never at any principals office in my whole life and then I am for the past two days. What a badass I am. This week at 9 every night is I love the 80's 3D...everyone have their 3D glasses? 2 | this lullaby

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